One Of Them.

Wake up and smell the coffee ! In my daily trials and triumphs, I am learning that which I do not want to be I am. Always feeling judged for the grace and mercy God has showered upon me, knowing I am not deserving and reminded of that often by those who made the choice to be in relationship with God there entire lives. There anger bursting at the seams at times because I have been given the gift of forgiveness, freedom in Christ, Love and salvation, eternal life. If I look really close there in the mirror is me with the same judgemental attitude. As I talk with God on this journey the greatest commandment which is LOVE can be a bit more complicated when put to the test in ALL things. Lord keep me teachable !!!!

The Three muskateers

What can melt the heart of a mother ? Three days with three beautiful daughters.. All of us together for the first time in 4 years ! I had the awesome opportunity to ask some questions and the answers I got blew me away ! Thank you Lord for my daughters loving and compassionate hearts and for opening my eyes and ears and heart to more truth of who you are..
Never will I be the same.

Church Mice

I read many books, some are so good and move me in a way that I want to share them with others. I have never had anyone say to me, hey I was reading the BIBLE it is the best and true, you should read it ! Why is that ? As God reveals the truth of his word, it is undeniable that some things I have read simply are not true. Books are edited , even the true stories to make them more attractive, they change the title and the punch line, they add and delete for effect sake. The BIBLE was not edited, it is the true word of the living God. I recently learned some new things about beliefs I held my entire life only to find out there was no truth in what I was believing. (I quote) The BIBLE is not for the faint of heart - it is full of all the greed and glory and violence and tenderness and sex and betrayal that befits mankind. It is not a collection of pretty little anecdotes mouthed by pious little church mice - it does not so much nibble at our shoe leather as it cuts to the heart and splits the marrow to the bone. It does not give us answers fitted to our small minded questions, but truth that goes beyond what we even know to ask.

The Whisper 2 Timothy 2

Hatfield and McCoy

I find it time to address my family ties or shall I say lack of ! I have no defense for the actions that led to my sisters and brothers not having a relationship with me . I can tell you that I Love them and I am certain they Love me. With that said they did not like me for a very long time. I stole their growing years by being a rascal and that is putting it mildly. I have had a lot of shame and guilt in the past and God has given me a new heart that is able to forgive, myself and them. I have not spoken to any of my siblings since my youngest sister got divorced and that was over 5 years ago. I made a choice to give every dirty detail I could about them to my brother in law and that info was used in a court room. At the time I felt justified, a payback for all the times they showed no grace and I was real good at not showing grace. I have peace now but it came at a price ! I need not be perfect to claim my inheritance, I fail miserably everyday and my God has given me a free gift. The writing is in the sand, you who have no sin cast the first stone. A liar, a cheat, a thief and a drug addict that has 100% healing. Do I deserve this ? NO ! Broken and made whole, the beauty of the cross. Healing is a continual process these days, I knock, ask, seek and find. My God is faithful, he is who he says he is, he does what he says he can do, I am who he says I am, I can do all things through Christ, God is ALIVE and ACTIVE in me. P.s. A great believing God Bible study bringing it home( thanks Beth )

The Whisper = Grace overflowing Thank you LORD.

I'll take the high road

A child of the king ! An inheritance ! I qualify for all of God's promises which are found only in the B I B L E... A sinner, born again, restored and renewed, now the temple of GOD. My name is in the lambs book of life. I have victory in JESUS. My redeemer, My comforter, My Healer, My protector, He is the way, The truth and the life. He is the compassionate father, He is Love, He is light, He is my souls delight. I am armed and dangerous ! He puts my enemies under my feet and I do not have to fear for My God is with me. Therefore there is NO condemnation for those in Christ JESUS.

The Whisper = GRACE A FREE GIFT

Come on baby light my fire

As the days have past and all return to their daily lives it seems that raging fire has been reduced to a few simmering coals. I refuse to let my fire burn out ! My God is as awesome today as he was on the hill where we gathered in praise and worship.. Will you join me ? Relight that Holy fire. It is available now and always. Light your fire with the promises of God's word, it will not return void. Stand up rejoice and give thanks for our God reigns.

Heart transplant

In the name of JESUS I ask to be taught the word of God. Thankful that as I learn, God reveals to me things I have thought or been taught that just are not in the Gospel. I am shocked at how I have been led astray. No pointing fingers or placing blame or trying to be convicting to anyone. I just know now that we need to seek God in all things. Seeking the fathers teaching in all things. My mothers suffering was not so the family could accept her death. Death is death it is not healing. Healing is healing. Salvation is by grace. Healing is by grace. There are times when I ask myself are you spending to much time with God ?

The Whisper - Joshua 1:8 the Lord told Joshua to meditate on the scripture day and night..
If we do not obey the word we do not Love God..