tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53322614605064842024-03-12T18:07:05.113-05:00The Fish Whispererfish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.comBlogger281125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-15969951806989971052013-10-25T16:33:00.001-05:002013-10-25T16:33:46.283-05:00Starlight star brightMany a day that's all it's been waiting wishing wanting never satisfied looking for greener pastures that unsettling feeling that your not enough that your life doesn't measure up that worth depends on cash flow it oozes into every pore of existence the stench is nothing divinefish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-42809818623964412792013-10-25T00:16:00.001-05:002013-10-25T00:16:02.329-05:00It's Been a long time comingUnder construction fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-45332766444857437872013-05-18T09:41:00.001-05:002013-05-18T09:41:11.699-05:00Danger ZoneDo you intentionally put yourself or your family in danger ?<br />
For most this is a stupid question..<br />
For Bob and myself we have to look at this and say NO..<br />
If there was a fire you wouldnt walk into it.<br />
If there was danger you would do what was needed to avoid it.<br />
So Today we make a choice to say No.<br />
You have endangered us our marriage our children our Grandchildren our freedom..<br />
You did this supposedly in the name of LOVE.. <br />
Bullshit !!!<br />
You did it because of money and whos who...fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-28202772413794250512013-05-07T22:41:00.001-05:002013-05-07T22:41:27.518-05:00CountdownIn just a few short hours 50 I will be.<br />
When I look in the mirror its Grandma I see<br />
So excited to still have time with my family<br />
Its really exciting three and four on the way <br />
The boy may be named Grady guess we will have to wait an see<br />
Danielle is having a rough time<br />
God Bless her and four she is praying for a girl<br />
We couldnt be excited more<br />
Please heal and join together our family tree <br />
Love is the answer<br />
Waiting on God just you wait an see<br />
He has a good plan for you and for me<br />
<br />
fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-386909926974932332013-04-29T21:27:00.002-05:002013-04-29T21:27:25.148-05:00Gods PlanJust because its uncomfortable you run and pick and choose<br />
Jesus says to Love like him <br />
I find my Love quite small<br />
I like to be alone sometimes<br />
But lonely I shall never be<br />
Because my Jesus sheds his Grace on me...fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-47858900805332566422013-04-23T21:40:00.001-05:002013-04-23T21:40:39.288-05:00Forest throught the Trees..What are you thinking about ?<br />
That Beautiful tree that survived ice storm 2013<br />
It is a differant tree<br />
Never seen one like it before say most<br />
Days there will be passersby who notice the tree<br />
many a photo it has had<br />
though it is differant it has beauty and worth<br />
Though it is differant than most all seem to be drawn to it<br />
What is it you say ?<br />
No differant than the white beauty whos top is now tipsy turvy<br />
bent off <br />
Not yet broken<br />
Survived but took a beating<br />
Soon that top will die it will never grow any bigger <br />
It will never be the same after the storm<br />
Once it has been broken it never will return as healthy as before.<br />
Its like life each experience changes you <br />
Never returning to the innocence or ignorance perhaps ..fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-6603542127912318962013-04-16T08:30:00.004-05:002013-04-16T08:30:57.175-05:00In the heat of this dayIn the still times I see you.<br />
In the chaos you are their .<br />
I know the answer.<br />
Most do not care.<br />
He is the I Am.<br />
The one to which we must turn.<br />
He is the answer when all else is a blur.<br />
Seek him in the morning and night.<br />
He is the one turns darkness to light.<br />
It is not a secret do not be dismayed.<br />
He hung on the cross for just this kind of day.<br />
The world is topsie turvy.<br />
The land giving way to man.<br />
Terror in Boston is not part of his plan.<br />
We have a choice..<br />
Look up or fall down..<br />
He is the God man he is always around.<br />
Knock and seek and the door will be open.<br />
Do not believe that you are forgotten.fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-10300306892913729642013-04-13T15:18:00.002-05:002013-04-13T15:18:48.894-05:00Doing it afraidI was scared <br />
I went with Love<br />
To show a sinner none of us is above <br />
I never spoke a word<br />
Truth and confession is what I heard<br />
Sin came out it lost its sting <br />
Truth took the dark <br />
Now turned to light<br />
Failing I helped in the wrong way<br />
Forgive me Lord I failed today<br />
I so needed a friend I hurt the one I meant to defend<br />
I cannot keep this in<br />
My ugly stinking sin<br />
My friend her life is turned upside down<br />
God only you can help this now<br />
I enabled in spite of my intention<br />
God show Mercy and help us accept Grace....fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-4397892239101880282013-04-12T08:03:00.008-05:002013-04-12T08:03:58.435-05:00PreparednessI thought I had prepared for this but it didnt cut the mustard.<br />
My man his heal is broken, he is so flustered.<br />
He the one who I could count on.<br />
Could do most anything. <br />
Stuck in his chair, he cannot do a thing.<br />
Electric lines are down across the yard and driveway.<br />
Car frozen in garage.<br />
I dont know what to say.<br />
I tell him each few minutes, its all part of Gods plan.<br />
As I really feel inside forgotten by my fellow man.<br />
I know that is not true.<br />
They all have much to do.<br />
Not used to this helpless feeling.<br />
My mind and body reeling.fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-22273584328935661152013-04-12T08:00:00.001-05:002013-04-12T08:00:47.253-05:00This is the day that the Lord has made..I will rejoice and be glad in it.<br />
A good nights sleep in my bed.<br />
The electricity on.<br />
Life is so easy and we take so much for granted.<br />
Lord help me to show the fruits of the spirit you have blessed me with.<br />
How much we dont appreciate until it is taken away.<br />
I hope I learn to appreciate the small things in each day.<br />
fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-88426348078791587662013-04-09T22:16:00.002-05:002013-04-09T22:16:24.825-05:00In the still of the nightThe beautiful birch carrying such a heavy load<br />
Bent over and sagging <br />
The sounds of Ice breaking limbs<br />
The crackle of freezing<br />
The candle lights flicker<br />
A car in the ditch<br />
Town is pitch black<br />
Silenced and still<br />
In the peace of dark<br />
At times fear is gripping my heart<br />
Father protect us and help us to rest<br />
You surely are putting our faith to the test...fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-27455597201629418012013-04-09T12:57:00.003-05:002013-04-09T12:57:53.149-05:00Healing RainHealing the soil the rain that falls.<br />
Now there is ice all comes to a crawl.<br />
Lord help me to trust you and leave myself.<br />
Reliance and promises are what I seek.<br />
There are times that I feel so weak.<br />
Strengthen me Lord with your word.<br />
Help me to cope when not an utterance is heard.<br />
To know in silence you are still here.<br />
<em>I Love you father get me out of here.</em><br />
<em>Locked inside this head is dread .</em><br />
<em>Please bring me warmth and rest instead.</em><br />
<strong><em>Your word brings life and peace. </em></strong><br />
<strong><em>Its you I need </em></strong><br />
<strong><em>Help me to knock and ask and seek til i find.</em></strong><br />
<strong><em>This path is so rough I feel so attacked.</em></strong><br />
<strong><em>Devil get out you have no place here.</em></strong><br />
<strong><em>My God is the victor and that is quite clear.</em></strong><br />
<strong><em>Take my hand Lord lead me to you just for today ,</em></strong><br />
<strong><em>let it not be me but you !!!!!!!!!!!!!</em></strong><br />
fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-17652650521956784512013-04-08T17:33:00.002-05:002013-04-08T17:35:33.780-05:00Border BulliesYeah you who sit smug with a kiss on the cheek and a hug.<br />
Someone who is famous died now you all step up and cry....<br />
Well just to get it off my chest you disgust me at your best.<br />
Whisper in my ear, God help me out of here.<br />
Your a lier and a thief and your friendship turned out cheap.<br />
Bully that you are. <br />
I want you to know I am a shooting star.<br />
When I couldnt lift my head let alone get out of bed.<br />
You talked behind my back every word was an attack.<br />
Now you fill those Sunday church pews, <br />
Thats the only time you hear the good news.<br />
You obviously missed the mark.<br />
Your religion is like a dart. <br />
Bullseye !!!!<br />
Thats you shrewd and rotten and crewd.<br />
I cant stand your phony face. <br />
Its my God that I embrace. <br />
My faith is not weak !<br />
My Prayers echo to My God and he comforts, protects and teaches me...<br />
The secrets that we share.<br />
The pain you could not bear.<br />
Thats why he chose me and not you,<br />
You would never make it through.<br />
Yes at times the fire and flames leave singes on my mind.<br />
But Thank you Jesus at least I am not blind...fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-11804405808320703612013-04-08T11:31:00.003-05:002013-04-08T11:31:57.320-05:00Rain DropsWith each drop of rain you can see a green blade of grass sprout.<br />
Jesus you are with us.<br />
That there is no doubt.<br />
We thank you for your Holy Spirit presence.<br />
We now pause and pray.<br />
Thankful to have each other.<br />
The smallest things somehow matter.<br />
Rich beyond measure.<br />
fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-18798948255244311292013-04-06T15:29:00.002-05:002013-04-06T15:43:29.677-05:00Welcoming Spring !I sat on the rear patio stilled by the sounds.<br />
Spring is here there are blossoms all around.<br />
The Birds are singing and dancing in the trees.<br />
Should I be shocked by the stillness I feal.<br />
We just celebrated Easter !<br />
All was going as planned.<br />
Then Bob took a spill.<br />
Stopped dead in our plans.<br />
What are we to do?<br />
Jesus I heard you.<br />
Trust Me and not you.<br />
We shall see where this ride take us.<br />
I gotta love and go along with Gods plan.<br />
Father please take the pain from my man.<br />
I Hope he can hear you.<br />
For their is Beauty in stillness<br />
New Life !<br />
Tis A Journey quite Grand..<br />
Love Ya..Whisperer............................fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-25062044633594739802013-04-04T09:04:00.001-05:002013-04-04T09:11:41.112-05:00That faith thing ?What a year it has been. <br />
Do I spend the next year explaining myself ?<br />
No<br />
It is written! If we see a brother fall into sin, those that are righteous shall restore him lovingly.<br />
Three women stopped to see me in that year and offered their friendship.<br />
Today the ones who left you alone to suffer in silence and try to call you friend shutter at your presence.<br />
The backstabbers, the devils advocate,s they wish to eat you up, they need to make known that their stories and lies are true about where you have been. <br />
My God is stopping them, those border bullies, those nobodies, those busy bodies, you know the ones the gosssips, thats what they are known for, they may have the biggest check book but they have a zero balance with My God. Jesus has revealed them to me and maybe to you.<br />
what do we do with such information ?<br />
We as gods word says shall restore them lovingly ?<br />
How do we go about that task ?<br />
Shall we offer a soft word, a smile, a loving outstretched arm of welcome ?<br />
I am not sure but this is the best answer I have...<br />
I will continue to search in Gods word for answers and to put away my selfish hurt feelings to respond rightly ... Locked away in a prison of my own making I certainly was relying and calling upon God, but to the outside world I was faithless, I had given up and given in. A true testing was at hand. I walked through the fire and got burned ! That reveals to me a lacking in my daily walk. Was I ever going to get up and say enough is enough ? Yes, the day came and I shuttered as I made the first move. God has removed some persons from my life and I need now to trust and obey cause there is no other way to be happy in Jesus is to trust and obey. It is hard to let go of people you love and care about, it feels wrong, like I am giving up again.. Gods ways are higher than my ways and I need to walk in obedience even when it hurts . What a journey this life is. Lord help me to use the fruits of the spirit instead of leaving them like crumbs on a dry and drought stricken land, help me to practice daily these gifts as we travel this path together. Thank you for Loving me so much !!!! Amenfish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-24041028797096521832013-04-03T23:05:00.002-05:002013-04-03T23:21:06.242-05:00Holy Spirit Filled or Holy hell what was that ?When the Holy Spirit came into my life he booted out all the phony people. The Bible bangers who know nothing about Jesus, nothing about what Gods word says, you know the ones who claim to Love Jesus, yet in their daily lives you would not recognize anything like Jesus. You know the ones who invite you when they want your check book and not you, the ones who use Jesus to make money and adopt babies and suck all the people they know dry for financial gain. The ones who sit around and talk behind your back and cause you and others to stumble with their selfish, self serving dishonest, I am better than you attitudes. The ones who cant even handle listening to what you have been through, much less go through it or anything even close. The ones who claim to care for you except when your sick or hurting you never see or hear from them, but then in public they act like your buddies.. Puke !!!!! Gag !!! You cant touch this spirit filled believer ! I thank you Father for teaching me so much about who I Do Not want to be! Those people who boast of themselves and everything they do is put out for the public to see, be it newspaper, radio or tv, the church bulletin or at the coffeehouse. Would they do it if they got no recognition ???? Hell No they wouldnt they prance around telling about all their worthy accomplishments. Stay away ! They will bring you down, chew you up, and spit you out, use you as their little do good charity case.. The thief comes to kill, steal and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it to the full til it overflows. I choose the latter . To be Holy Spirit filled, Jesus is part of my everyday and I am never alone .. A sinner saved by Grace not better or worse than anyone, we are all sinners, all the work was accomplished by the father and Son and the cross. Thank you Abba fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-79090105072941173142013-04-03T20:50:00.000-05:002013-04-03T23:27:25.774-05:00HeartbreakerI am so delighted for my daughter to be closer and to see my beautiful Grandaughter. I prayed for this and the Lord answered me. I never expected it to be for this reason. I am torn and my heart aches for their family. From the first day I met charles I Loved him. I Loved him for the glow he put on my daughters face. I Loved his sweet and quiet personality, his genuine committment to his health and the way he seemed to shine when he looked at my daughter. I Loved his family when they came for the wedding, it was so fun having them all at the house. This family that came from far away to celebrate Charles and Stephanies wedding. The entire family was so polite and friendly and accepting of us, complete strangers. Every family has issues, as I am sure they did, yet, they could put them aside and be together and we truly enjoyed having them in our home it was an honor. The wedding was beautiful and all was well. Today as there family comes apart at the seams my heart aches for Ellie that her parents are not togehter and I worry about how this will effect her entire life. I pray that God will heal there marriage but It doesnt look like that is going to happen. If I would have had any idea how my actions would effect my children in their futures I certainly would have lived my life differantly. As I see them struggle and how they act and react to the stresses of life I know I failed them and was a very bad example. Children learn what they live I was told, yet I saw them rise above all the obstacles I placed in their paths. Now as young adults there is evidence that what they lived has had an effect on their relationships and other areas of their lives. fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-51145358745093520142013-04-03T20:49:00.002-05:002013-04-03T23:24:09.753-05:00The Thief comes to kill steal and destroyBut I have come to bring life says My God..<br />
Almost a year ago I sat in the back seat of the church I visited tonight for my daughters wedding.<br />
Treated as a common criminal, ostricized, put down, heart bleeding, mind reeling.<br />
For almost a year I suffered not being able to get past the disappointment, anger, hurt, rage and despair.Tonight my Father Invited me to offer up a prayer for my community at this church. To the altar I went, it was an awesome healing experience. Man may put me down, My Jesus welcomes me to His Throne, an heir to his kingdom, my name written in the lambs Book of life. From where does your help come from ? My help comes from the Lord ! I will serve him all my days..fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-64371047843692504742013-04-02T14:44:00.001-05:002013-04-02T14:44:34.023-05:00Just FishinThats what they say.<br />
Where are the Hudson's ?<br />
There just fishin....<br />
I can tell you that are just fishin was all part of Gods plan.<br />
We met a teenage girl who needed LOVE.<br />
We shared JESUS and she found LOVE.<br />
We met a couple we call our friends <br />
On Tuesday night Kathys life came to an end.<br />
I do not look back and say did I ? Cuz we shared JESUS and he doesn't lie.<br />
She did not care if I went to church or where.. How I lived or the clothes I wear.<br />
She was my FRIEND I need say no more..<br />
I have not written here for quite sometime..<br />
Now here I am as I sit here and cry..<br />
You don't even matter my other so called friends, who have turned out to be nothing but Hypocrites.<br />
So you no longer have a place in my life..<br />
The JESUS you speak of does not offer life <br />
Its all about you and how you look <br />
Most of you never even open his Book<br />
You preach it and swear that you know this God man<br />
But your actions speak louder and define you from start to end <br />
You sit and you gossip about things you don't know it has no reflection of the JESUS I KNOW..<br />
The things that have happened on the banks of that river are big huge God Bumps that make me quiver..fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-89143876022911190132013-04-02T14:44:00.000-05:002013-04-02T14:44:19.157-05:00My 27 year old friendThis hate it has festered for 27 years. I have groomed it and approved it and allowed it to take hold.<br />
I said I had forgiven just to lighten its tight hold. I cannot sit in the middle watch you pass by my home. I never imagined the result would be not seeing you walk down the aisle and join the man of your dreams and how my heart would smile. Never could I look and see that this was part of my and your family tree my hatred gave me glasses and made it impossible to see. 27 years ago I too walked down the aisle to a man I thought would Love me always and it never turn out this way.. I Love you my Daughter but I must go away. You made your request known and I have waited all I can.. My heart already beats less its ripped and it is torn. My God will be my victor he has promised me that.. It is just unimaginable that it has come to that.fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-19967106003203262942013-04-02T14:43:00.000-05:002013-04-02T14:46:23.282-05:00In My Easter BonnetWith all the tears upon it..<br />
I will miss you my friend <br />
RIP Kathy..... Easter 2012 the Loss of Kathy Van Noort posted two days after Easter 2013fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-81963961514863568222013-04-02T14:42:00.002-05:002013-04-02T14:42:35.575-05:00That speck and that log Again !Yes, Lord it is me again, still struggling under the weight of my own sin. As we find ourselves over and over finding fault in another instead of looking in the mirror at self. Today I am Grateful that God Loves me enough to continue to correct me over and over again and sometimes in the same areas repeatedly.. Good grief will I ever get past some of these issues that clog my forward race. Can I reach for the prize or just keeping looking back and offending my Lord over and over in my ignorance. Yikes !!!!! I.. stumble and each time when I seek his face I am reminded of my wretched sinful self. Lord bring me out of this pit to serve and be your hands and feet. That I might spend my time thinking of others more than myself that I can spend the days you have given me for good and not evil. In the word of god I find my refuge and salvation Amen.. Pick up the Book open and soak in all the riches offered ....That which I hate I do and that which I Love I do not do. Blessed beyond measure and at times so ungrateful that I sicken myself.. I need you lord in every moment in every thought and in every action... Help me to be more like you, keep showing me your ways and help me to share them with others. I knock I seek I find the door is open Lord help me to quit closing it and slamming it in your face .. Forgive me Father for I have sinned relentlessly getting caught in the enemies trap by my own doing...fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-85224533641329203002013-04-02T10:33:00.000-05:002013-04-02T10:34:20.220-05:00Not of this worldAs I look back over the past year it is overwhelming all that has happened. Danielle got married May 19 I was allowed to come for fifteen minutes sit in the back row of the church and was not allowed to attend the reception Yippee just what I dreamed of for 24 years. Locked up in my one room prison for months unable to function. if I look out the front windows of my cell my sister Beth has moved two houses away and if I look out the back window the Koedams front porch is glaring at me. Really God is this your good plan a hope and a future I pray out loud . Fifteen minutes later on a Sunday afternoon I see a young lady walk up to the for sale by owner sign in the front yard and take down the phone number.. My body shakes and begs God that this person buy this house so I can runaway. Monday she calls and long story short buys the house.. Thank you Jesus In October Tim got his leg cut off. Stephanie calls and says she is moving to Sioux Falls with Ellie her marriage is over. Jessica and Danielle are now both pregnant. This weekend we celebrated Ellies first Birthday Jess and Madeleine came and stayed with us at our new house that we are thoroughly enjoying, it was wonderful. I have been struggling nwith severe pain on my right side since the last week of November . Had an epidural in neck last tuesday that worked for a few days and am now back in pain 24-7. Started going back to church and that is awesome. Thursday we leave Gus at vet to get fixed and we are headed to Alabama for Greg and Trishs wedding. I was just diagnosed as being Bi-polar dont have a clue as to what that means or what I should do if anything about that. Last week marks two years waiting for disability benefits and once again they are sending me to another dr. Bob is experiencing chest pain periodically and refuses to go to the dr. I am beginning to realize what I have allowed him to do to me so I will work on that he hasnt paid any of my dr bills since 2007 so going to doc is futile likng going to the store with no money. he totally sucks the life oout of me and I allow it. He is verbally medically financially and sometimes physically abusive I am getting realy tired of it. I feel like for better or worse is the vow I took and question that what if God wants me here to help him to Love him through it even if it sucks. I am talked down to by my children and am sick of that as well I respect them and do everything I can to help them but they are snotty and judgemental and disrespect me continually. It seems you cannot do enough for them feels like your being used and it sucks.I try to Love no matter what but at times it is so overwhelming like your being bombarded on all sides attacked and your supposed to stand there with a smile on your face jst take it and act like its not happening. all three girls are so addicted to shopping and so into materialistic shit its really hard to stay quiet...I kept you hidden and decided to save and post. Why ? I do not know. fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5332261460506484.post-12181241149831579692013-04-02T10:23:00.001-05:002013-04-02T10:29:07.004-05:00Monday Monday ...Easter was awesome. Church activities and dinner and a movie with Stephanie. I recall Pastor Rich saying we always ask why about everything instead of realizing the why is so Jesus can strengthen our Faith. How true those words rang into my life. Why do I not look at things that way ? Time in the word of God has become so refreshing and healing and yet it is usually in times of defeat that I seek answers in the word of God... God has been so merciful and gracious to me Father help me to seek you first in all things . Love thy neighbor seems so simple a request yet so difficult to continue even in the simplest ways. I find I am so judgemental and look at others and judge them and myself my sin is daily and wretched. I am seeking to make Jesus first in my life and yet I have sin I cling to not wanting to release it for some of it I enjoy. As we ate the seder meal and went to good friday services then Easter sunrise services how Blessed we are to freely practice our faith without fear. Across the world others are tortured and murdered for being christians for having a Bible and we here take so much for granted. father heal me so that my life and purpose can be to be your hands and feet and to share your Love with others. Father forgive me I do know what I am doing and do it anyway. Yes there are times when I am ignorant of how my choices effect others. It seems the thing I most do not want to do I do and simply because I am doing it in my own strength and selfishness abounds and creeps out so often I am sickened by it. yes Monday comes after Tuesday but with a click of the mouse you landed here.. Such is life...fish whispererhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15065855633959313255noreply@blogger.com0