It was only a dream..

Woke up from a nap (flu nap) I had been having a dream and it resembled who my husband used to be..YUCK ! I have been having trouble shaking it, so the best thing to do now is spend some time thanking God that this was only a dream and it is no longer true.. It has been sometime since I had these kinds of thoughts about my husband and how it used to make me FEEL..(the feel lie)

The whisper : Think on these things, whatever is good, whatever is true, whatever is lovely.. Come to me all you who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest.

I am going into prayer and praise and worship.. Thank you JESUS !!!

My head needs a flusher...

Thinking back to when JESUS took up residence in my heart, I wanted everyone to experience what I had.. After many self inflicted drama's the Lord spoke to me that I could not save people, that he didn't need me to help him but that he wanted to walk along side me, that I was a worker and a servant. I first had to work right where I was and that was at home with my own family. Recently I have seen and heard many conflicts that arise because we are so busy talking we never stop to listen. Satan loves it when he can take up residence and cause drama and chaos and seperate believers. I was taught that if you come to me with crap I should tell you that what you are telling me is doing me no good to hear and is doing you no good by sharing it. Lord help me to do just that ! There is a poem called Nobody's friend if you have never heard of it google it. My life is so peaceful and calm and quiet and beautiful and I refuse to play on satans playground.

God whispers: If you want to win a battle, you must fight it on your knees alone with me.
Do not argue or stand up for yourself, remain faithful to me. I will protect you.

A trip to the lumber yard

Place about 100 woman together for 3 & 1/2 days and you may need a wood chipper..
There it is right in the middle of the wonderful !
Matthew 7:1-6
verse 3 why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brothers eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye ?
God always seems to be revealing a short coming to me when this happens, almost always if I will look at myself when someone bends my nose the wrong way God is showing me something in myself....
God provides Matthew 18:15-17 for times when we need to address issues
If your brother sins against you, go and show him his fault, just between the two of you, if he listens to you, you have won your brother over..

The Whisper : I tell you the truth, whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.

What do you see ?

He is here in plain view..
I saw JESUS in the eyes and hearts of so many the past three days, as I unwind and recall all the sightings I am overcome with Holy heartburn for sure..
Thank you to all who heard JESUS say go and were obedient ..
Lives changed, salvation, renewal and Praise and worship to the king..
I have seen JESUS my Lord !!!
If you look for me you will find me..

What and who are you looking for ?

Are you ready for some JESUS !

Lord we lift up this weekend to you, may all our words and actions glorify you.

We pray you prepare our hearts for service.. AMEN

Ready, set ooh...

Well one more day and my ooh will be go. Early on I learned (with a lot of help from patient people) that I needed to reach out and start thinking of others. Days consumed with what am IIIII gonna do and how am IIII gonna get thru this, the what about me !! God so blessed and comforted and gave me peace, once I turned my thoughts and actions into being a servant... I ask and God provides, people, places and things where I can get out of myself and start thinking more of others. The money was never there to be a giver in that way, there are many things one can do to serve where money is not priority.
As we have been faithful in the little things God has increased and
At times we even have a few extra bucks that can be used in giving.

The Whisper I promised ..........

Fat Tuesday .....

18 years of marriage together 20 years God does perform miracles...
We celebrated by smoking crack all night long as the parades got into full swing in the french quarter in New orleans Louisiana, after a night on the pipe we had to work selling goodies along the parade route, it was quite an experience for a small town girl from the midwest. Trying to not get thrown off the parade route or getting robbed was the order of the day. I did get robbed and had a hard time keeping up running in front of the parade selling my wares.. Then the wedding a justice of the peace married us in jefferson Parish Loisiana in the front porch of his home, we forgot witnesses so we had to go back to the motel across the Hewey P Long where we got a flat tire, the nail is our wedding photo, got that fixed and picked up two guys we barely knew one young kid from canada and Freddie a chubby young man don't know where he was from, he was drunk and a willing participant, after arriving at the front porch Freddie announced he was the flower girl as he stumbled to the Judges house and a few minutes later the Judges wife played the piano and we were married...Not the most glamorous wedding but there was Love in some lost and destorted way...God has blessed Bob and I above anything we could think or imagine and we now are learning Love in the way God intended...

The Whisper I will never leave you nor forsake you ....
I love you Hudson ... til death do us part !