Welcoming Spring !

I sat on the rear patio stilled by the sounds.
Spring is here there are blossoms all around.
The Birds are singing and dancing in the trees.
Should I be shocked by the stillness I feal.
We just celebrated Easter !
All was going as planned.
Then Bob took a spill.
Stopped dead in our plans.
What are we to do?
Jesus I heard you.
Trust Me and not you.
We shall see where this ride take us.
I gotta love and go along with Gods plan.
Father please take the pain from my man.
I Hope he can hear you.
For their is Beauty in stillness
New Life !
Tis A Journey quite Grand..
                                                           Love Ya..Whisperer............................

That faith thing ?

What a year it has been.
Do I spend the next year explaining myself ?
No
It is written! If we see a brother fall into sin, those that are righteous shall restore him lovingly.
Three women stopped to see me in that year and offered their friendship.
Today  the ones who left you alone to suffer in silence and try to call you friend shutter at your presence.
The backstabbers, the devils advocate,s they wish to eat you up, they need to make known that their stories and lies are true about where you have been.
My God is stopping them, those border bullies, those nobodies, those busy bodies, you know the ones the gosssips, thats what they are known for, they may have the biggest check book but they have a zero balance with My God. Jesus has revealed them to me and maybe to you.
what do we do with such information ?
We as gods word says shall restore them lovingly ?
How do we go about that task ?
Shall we offer a soft word, a smile, a loving outstretched arm of welcome ?
 I am not sure but this is the best answer I have...
I will continue to search in Gods word for answers and to put away my selfish hurt feelings to respond rightly ... Locked away in a prison of my own making I certainly was relying and calling upon God, but to the outside world I was faithless, I had given up and given in. A true testing was at hand. I walked through the fire and got burned ! That reveals to me a lacking in my daily walk. Was I ever going to get up and say enough is enough ? Yes, the day came and I shuttered as I made the first move. God has removed some persons from my life and I need now to trust and obey cause there is no other way to be happy in Jesus is to trust and obey. It is hard to let go of people you love and care about, it feels wrong, like I am giving up again.. Gods ways are higher than my ways and I need to walk in obedience even when it hurts . What a journey this life is. Lord help me to use the fruits of the spirit instead of leaving them like crumbs on a dry and drought stricken land, help me to practice daily these gifts as we travel this path together. Thank you for Loving me so much !!!! Amen

Holy Spirit Filled or Holy hell what was that ?

When the Holy Spirit came into my life he booted out all the phony people. The Bible bangers who know nothing about Jesus, nothing about what Gods word says, you know the ones who claim to Love Jesus, yet in their daily lives you would not recognize anything like Jesus. You know the ones who invite you when they want your check book and not you, the ones who use Jesus to make money and adopt babies and suck all the people they know dry for financial gain.  The ones who sit around and talk behind your back and cause you and others to stumble with their selfish, self serving dishonest, I am better than you attitudes. The ones who cant even handle listening to what you have been through, much less go through it or anything even close. The ones who claim to care for you except when your sick or hurting you never see or hear from them, but then in public they act like your buddies.. Puke !!!!! Gag !!!  You cant touch this spirit filled believer ! I thank you Father for teaching me so much about who I Do Not want to be! Those people who boast of themselves and everything they do is put out for the public to see, be it newspaper, radio or tv, the church bulletin or at the coffeehouse. Would they do it if they got no recognition ???? Hell No they wouldnt they prance around telling about all their worthy accomplishments. Stay away ! They will bring you down, chew you up, and spit you out, use you as their little do good charity case.. The thief comes to kill, steal and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it to the full til it overflows.  I choose the latter . To be Holy Spirit filled, Jesus is part of my everyday and I am never alone .. A sinner saved by Grace not better or worse than anyone, we are all sinners, all the work was accomplished by the father and Son and the cross. Thank you Abba

Heartbreaker

I am so delighted for my daughter to be closer and to see my beautiful Grandaughter. I prayed for this and the Lord answered me. I never expected it to be for this reason. I am torn and my heart aches for their family. From the first day I met charles I Loved him. I Loved him for the glow he put on my daughters face. I Loved his sweet and quiet personality, his genuine committment to his health and the way he seemed to shine when he looked at my daughter. I Loved his family when they came for the wedding, it was so fun having them all at the house. This family that came from far away to celebrate Charles and Stephanies wedding. The entire family was so polite and friendly and accepting of us, complete strangers. Every family has issues, as I am sure they did, yet, they could put them aside and be together and we truly enjoyed having them in our home it was an honor. The wedding was beautiful and all was well. Today as there family comes apart at the seams my heart aches for Ellie that her parents are not togehter and I worry about how this will effect her entire life. I pray that God will heal there marriage but It doesnt look like that is going to happen. If I would have had any idea how my actions would effect my children in their futures I certainly would have lived my life differantly. As I see them struggle and how they act and react to the stresses of life I know I failed them and was a very bad example. Children learn what they live I was told, yet I saw them rise above all the obstacles I placed in their paths. Now as young adults there is evidence that what they lived has had an effect on their relationships and other areas of their lives.

The Thief comes to kill steal and destroy

But I have come to bring life says My God..
Almost a year ago I sat in the back seat of the church I visited tonight for my daughters wedding.
Treated as a common criminal, ostricized, put down, heart bleeding, mind reeling.
For almost a year I suffered not being able to get past the disappointment, anger, hurt, rage and despair.Tonight my Father Invited me to offer up a prayer for my community at this church. To the altar I went, it was an awesome healing experience.  Man may put me down, My Jesus welcomes me to His Throne, an heir to his kingdom, my name written in the lambs Book of life. From where does your help come from ? My help comes from the Lord ! I will serve him all my days..

Just Fishin

Thats what they say.
Where are the Hudson's ?
There just fishin....
I can tell you that are just fishin was all part of Gods plan.
We met a teenage girl who needed LOVE.
We shared JESUS and she found LOVE.
We met a couple we call our friends
On Tuesday night Kathys life came to an end.
I do not look back and say did I ? Cuz we shared JESUS and he doesn't lie.
She did not care if I went to church or where.. How I lived or the clothes I wear.
She was my FRIEND I need say no more..
I have not written here for quite sometime..
Now here I am as I sit here and cry..
You don't even matter my other so called friends, who have turned out to be nothing but Hypocrites.
So you no longer have a place in my life..
The JESUS you  speak of does not offer life
Its all about you and how you look
Most of you never even open his Book
You preach it and swear that you know this God man
But your actions speak louder and define you from start to end
You sit and you gossip about things you don't know it has no reflection of the JESUS I KNOW..
The things that have happened on the banks of that river are big huge God Bumps that make me quiver..

My 27 year old friend

This hate it has festered for 27 years. I have groomed it and approved it and allowed it to take hold.
I said I had forgiven just to lighten its tight hold. I cannot sit in the middle watch you pass by my home. I never imagined the result would be not seeing you walk down the aisle and join the man of your dreams and how my heart would smile. Never could I look and see that this was part of my and your family tree my hatred gave me glasses and made it impossible to see. 27 years ago I too walked down the aisle to a man I thought would Love me always and  it never turn out this way.. I Love you my Daughter but I must go away. You made your request known and I have waited all I can.. My heart already beats less its ripped and it is torn. My God will be my victor he has promised me that.. It is just unimaginable that it has come to that.